Dramas. It's life.

I've listened & seen so much dramas lately.
I can't even. I don't know how to react.
It's just...unbelievable, even if it's happening right in front of your eyes, your surrounding.
Life is just like drama, or maybe drama is made by what's happening in life.
This few months, or probably this year I've learnt so much.
I'm too naive in the past, way too naive to know about how cruel this world is.
Or maybe till now, I still don't exactly specifically know how cruel this world is.
I don't wanna know. But I know someday I will have to know and face it.
Because this is life.
So many things happened this year. On myself, on other people.
I can't say that I'm really matured but yeah, I've grown up.
Today has been the toughest day ever for me.
Probably not really a big deal, but it shocked me so much.
I didn't know. Or probably I knew but I tried to run away from it.
I'm sorry. I'll try my best to be a good daughter.
I can't promise, cause I don't know if I can do it or not.
I'll try.

Been so busy lately.
A levels is so difficult, or maybe it's just me.
Whatever I said last time hah, it didn't work out.
Sigh. I really hope I could score well for next sem.
To be honest, I don't really bother to study for this sem/last sem cause to me it's not important.
What's important is just trials and actual A level.
I'll work harder for next sem.
Good luck to myself. I hope I won't go crazy because of stress.
Sometimes I can't understand when my parents ask me to study when it's just the beginning of the holiday.
What I wanna do is just chill for a little and release my stress for abit. Why can't I do it?
It's alright.

Nights. Going to Thailand tmr, it's a night flight.
Hope I would have a safe journey & have fun.
11/9/2014 Thu
Midnight 0232