学记 ♥ -宝贝营之第一篇-

我讲成绩先. :P
Actually i'm kinda satisfied with my results.
Except for add maths and chinese. </3
I get 68 marks, only for chinese. Damnnn.
And 40 marks for add maths.
*cries*
But i love econs. Hehhh 95 YAY.

Back to 学记.

去了宝贝营。
也去了梦寐欲求的全国营。
宝贝营我知道我真的没做得很好。
计划书不熟悉，是我懒。
不过说实话。我的组员我有问过他们。
没有一个说好玩。
我。。不懂该怎么办。
游戏，我们辅导员带动的不好。特别是我的组。
我不想再怪罪任何人。
不是很记得了。
就，第一天。
坐在那边等的时候我很担心，很紧张。
我的组员很早就到了。
应该是静恩来了，过后就到wan xi来。
就一个一个来了。其实我们没有问到全部的家长号码。
破冰。
只选到组长。其实我有一点不明白的就是。
为什么有女组长，然后又有男组长？@@
真的get不到这样是为了什么咯。
然后，没有想到口号。一点都没有。
很乱，乱到我第一天真的很想崩溃，发脾气。
但是我告诉自己，不能生气，要忍耐。不可以因为我而捣乱整个营。
应该是到午餐，吃菜而已。
其实我还ok,因为我也不是很喜欢吃肉。
编辑室抢答的时候我没在，因为一个辅导员需要到小礼堂开会议。
就，听了学姐的话真的有努力想改进。
但是不懂zomok还是带动不了气氛。
去博物馆的时候又有状况。我当时很怕。
已经要上巴士了，组员没到齐，采莹又不在。
还好最后全部都回来了，原来他们打架。
闹到护理站，而且有营员他的×被踢。真的很令人担心。
上了巴士，汤圆就call我。叫我问我组的营员有带哮喘药吗。
然后我就去问咯。结果问了我得到一个更惊吓的信息。
志杰的确有带药，但是我听到志杰讲佯洋也是有哮喘。
我当时真的很怕，很担心他们会突然哮喘。而且佯洋他没有带药。
洁颖又突然没上我的那辆巴士，弄到只有一个会基本护理的工委在而已。

然后我的组长，wan xi 又告诉我她有贫血。I was like, why me? SHIT.
我真的很怕了咯.
还好过后没发生什么事，不然我真的会哭。
到了博物馆，我叫志杰和佯洋不要跑，很担心他们会哮喘。
就进去了，上电梯，然后就听讲座。
那个荧幕是马来字，听说有很多营员看不懂。
就快点看计划书。我无时无刻都无法松懈。太过担心会出错。
过后就看博物馆。
在博物馆的时候。我就想，要分散走吗？我当时觉得聚在一起比较好。
所以就叫采莹跟他们讲不要分散。Then, 她就跟我讲，不用紧的啦。
我当时也ok. 过后就城扬跑来跟我讲，不要跟组员分散。= =
所以我其实是对的lol. 无言。
然后其实每次我给的意见，最后好像没有给酱。
回到正题。我的组员开始讲饿。一直说很饿。
我很心痛。但是这么巧，我的饼干从书包拿出来了。-.-
然后我听到我的组员讲他们有带饼干。我去问人（我忘记是谁了，maybe城扬）可不可以吃。
然后那个好像是讲不懂。or他没有踩我因为他太忙。
结果就继续挨饿咯。可怜我的组员。
过后排队的时候我站前面，就快点去问学姐。
学姐应该是讲ok但是她还没有讲完就有人找她了,然后 我就叫他们吃咯。
不到一下子，他们就吃完整包饼干了。证明了他们几饿。
然后学姐就来找我了，讲最好上巴士才吃。囧
我就跟学姐讲他们吃完了. X)
上巴士的时候。被仕谦砸到 = = 因为我当时在跳营歌手语。
过后我一转身他就讲什么我的屁股的LOL.
无言到。他还跟我讲他有女朋友。 砸到。
后面的女生就在那边癫到。(Y) 厉害。

然后就到晚餐时间。
很乱lol. 不想提。 == 我只吃了菜+超级少的饭。
过后到跑站。我，一个人拿了全部水壶。
然后我在后面还要顾那些一直跑来跑去的男生。
还有那些没有参与到游戏的组员。物物交换我的组到后来才真正有玩到。
前面几站都没有玩到。然后学姐有一直来提醒我要注意被忽略的组员。
我一直很努力很努力，我真的很累。静恩突然哭了。（我忘了是第一天还是第二天哭）
我吓到。刚好宇乐在，就帮我带她去护理站。
我也不懂发生什么事。因为她排前面，我后面的都顾不了，所以没什么注意到前面。
拿着那一堆水壶，采莹当时对我的语气还是不是很好那种。囧
叫我快点带他们跟上。 
我，告诉自己，不能倒。结果我熬过了那个跑站。:)
回到静恩那件事，被宇乐带走不久后。
学姐就跑来找我，问我知不知道为什么她哭。
我就说不知道。学姐就讲要多关注他们之类的话就带我去护理站。
然后就听到他们说，静恩讲男生骂她。我有点吓到。
就问她是谁骂她，就讲了，我就安慰她一下。
过后哲圣学哥就叫我，问我跟我的partner到底怎样。
因为我们其实也是有讲到我们协调不到。就。酱咯。
然后我原本要开始讲了的LOL. 静恩就讲要回去了,所以就没有讲到。
就回去了，她讲她要跟着我，我也ok.
其实是当时排队的问题。我们女生有7位，男生也有7位。
然后当时讲要2个2个排，所以弄到她自己一个人。
然后那些男生又骂她不要跟她一起排所以她就哭了。
还好最后她没问题了:)

第一天就这么过了..

Stin-ston-stan. RANDOM.

Actually i don't really know what's stin-ston-stan.
Just randomly wrote it ahahaha.
Busy days. :(
How i wish i would have time to do what i really want to do.
AHHH.
Need to type letters again. So annoying lol.
But it's okay since it's my job.
Debate competition.
The judge said something.
And it hurts alot, really a lot.
I rather not to get that one mark, than listen to your bullshits.
Don't you think it hurts?
I seriously don't understand what were you thinking.
Gonna leave everything behind and forget bout it.
Not going for accounts tuition anymore.
Hope that i could catch up. Like for seriously. :/

Loveess,

angie hui mei.

♥

Whatever, Do you think it does matter to me?

Oh gosh. For seriously i'm annoyed thanks to some annoying people. :/
And sometimes i seriously felt like urh.
Ffk by her again today.
Honestly that time i'm so damn frigging pissed off wei.
But what can i do? Damn it.
I wanna give up on everything.
And leave everything behind.
& do what i actually wants to do.
But i know i can't. There's too much of responsibility i'm holding.
Whyyyyyyyyyy.
I'm already so stressed out. :'(
Tuition and everything.
Joined editorial board somemore. Stay back for whatever.
SICK AND TIRED OF MY LIFE.
Isshh.
And for seriously you're quitting when you're not as busy as me?
You're not even trying your best.
Like, i'm frigging busy but i really thought of giving up.
And YOU? The not-busy-at-all quit-ed? Woww, amazingly surprised. :)
I'm not scolding or whatever. It's your choice.
I'm just feeling that you're seriously.
----------whatever.
Kthxbai.

Loves,
angie hui mei.

♥

Valentine's day. :P

Happy Valentine's day. :)
#forever alone.
Damn sad weih every year i get nothing. :(
But who caress. :P
I love myself and thats all heheh.
Lol, such a random post.

Don't know what to say so yeah.

Kthxbai.

Loves,
angie hui mei.

♥

Finally, something bout xueji. :)

First post with chinese words. :)
I wanna talk about the first person in my xueji life.
第一位在学海部落认识的学姐, 口香糖学姐.
她一直都在帮我, 是一位真的, 很好的学姐.
我很压力, 需要找人倾诉时, 当时她自己也很烦了.
却也愿意听我说话. 谢谢你,学姐! :)
学姐, 如果你需要找人说话, 我的电话, 永远为你而开. (: ♥

第一位告诉我成为学记了的学姐, 炜瑾(好像不是这个瑾 :O)学姐.
也是在学海部落认识的学姐.
在培训营最后一天去跟学姐打招呼,不过学姐还是看了学记证才知道我是谁. ==

第一位突然间跑来拍我的学哥, 绍宏学哥.
也是在学海部落认识的学哥.
他很好下. :)
呃, 然后就希望学哥还可以常回来报馆.


第一位教我街头采访的学姐,纾怡学姐.
学姐她很好, 很有耐心地教我们怎样采访.
如果用错方法,或者问错问题,她都会跟我们讲.(:

我的小天使, 钰君学姐.
学姐对我很好, 每次信里面都有鼓励的话.
然后都很关注我, 有什么错误她都会告诉我.
谢谢学姐! :)

暂时这样吧, 很眼睡了==

Kays, it's around 1 am and i'm having school tmr. -_____-
Sleeeepy. :(
Nights.

Lovess,
angie hui mei.

♥

Busy life.

VALENTINES DAY IS COMING ;)
I can feel love in the air hehehe.
But not for me. #forever alone
:(
Urrh, having test right now.
So darn busy like shit.
Seriously i feel like jumping off the building lol.
-________-
So damn frigging stressed out man.
Like meeting meeting everyday.
Tuition, tuition and tuition.
Proposal, proposal and proposal.
Don't even have free time for myself.
Don't even have time to take a nap in the afternoon.
IT'S JUST A NAP. NAP AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE TIME.
I was like what theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Damn it.
Stay back almost every single day. -.-
And that stupid test. :(
Don't even have time to do proposal.
And blogging lol.
So tired.
Ahhhhhhhh. I wonder why.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I don't wanna talk about it but i'm so disappointed.
Like, honestly. I want to give up...
I don't know why but everything changed this year.
Maybe there's some magic or stuffs changed them?
I don't know. But it seriously making me so fed up.
Everytime i think about it. Urh.
WHATEVER I DON'T WANNA CARE ANYMORE.

And him. (;
Lol. So random weih.
Errrrr, muahahah i'm his secret admirer HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I don't know whats so funny but it's still funny. :P
Kthxbai.

Loves,
angie hui mei

♥

Days with you.

I didn't expect to get such a lot of work during the chinese new year holiday.
Like honestly, i don't have anytime to do that man.
Super tired everyday.
Tuition, homework, co-curriculum and stuffs.
Omg, everything is killing me. :(
Stay back for almost everyday.
I don't know what can i do to release my stress urhh.
I'm afraid one day i will go crazy and do something crazy.
Helped out in librarian interview.
Actually it's not helping la, cause i'm b.o.d so it's a must to interview the new probates.
But it doesn't really goes well.
Cause my english sucks like shit. :/
Was trying my best to ask question, but when Xin Jin left, everything is in a mess.
Like, seriously a mess.
I'm not blaming anyone or what. I think i should speak more or whatever la.
I should improve my english man. But it's HARD. :(
Oh yeah, i was trying to find him today.
But too bad i can't find him. Will miss him during the holidays heheheh. :P
And my holiday is not holiday, cause there will be whole loads of works waiting for me.
SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING. :(

Kthxbai.
Loves, angie hui mei.

♥